out of sight out of mind is wat's best whether I wanna admit it or not...i screwed things up and i jess had to kill it..there was an inkling of a chance that we might be good/koo friends next year but my not knowing and having to know which one it was made me fugg it up..well at least there'll be nothing at ucla that i'll miss going into the summer..of course i'll miss him cus i miss him now..wat i mean is now i kno there's not sumpin wonderful or something that could be wonderful waiting for me here! why i do the things i do..keep me acting like a fool..im the ultimate chump..i need a kyootie to pick me up sumpin to make me wanna come back to UCLA..charles where are u wen i want u? im a fun person i am and i kno it..it jess depends when but more importantly around who..the WHo