yesterday nite was kinda crazy..first of all, im a big-time flake..i mean last week was sorta understandable how i left cat to go to the show cuz we thought it was sold out..but yea i screw ppl over and not in a sexualy way either..i totally pissed off a perfectly good new friend! and OMEGAS suck butt! the party kinda reeked..mark's drunk-ass was like hey u look good tonite, etc..too bad he wasn't looking fly as a white guy that nite! weird that nam was there..wat's up wit that? I swear he told me he was gonna go to a friend's apartment but yea i said i was gonna be reading so once again we're even! tonite was pretty fun tho..i gotta admit cuz i haven't had fun at a dance in like the longest time..no gorgeous or handsome guys but one or two cuties..the atmosphere was tiiite yo! SAMAHANG is my new favorite club that I am not in..sep..freakin sep was like hey u look really cute and shit..too bad he didn't come dance wit me..i was bout to grab him too. no, bud i really wanted to hop on the gay guy that dances like madonna and gwen stefani and britney in one..show him some of my moves! huhah..got none but shiet i always learn sumpin new wen i git mah groove on..

likes: meeting new ppl when im antisocial and having a good time..dislikes: the silent treatment..oh another like is having a semi-meaningful but fun two-hour conversation with someone u jess met..thats pretty tite yo.."give it away yo give it away yo"..Today was kinda weird..i mean i guess it always is when u kinda like someone but u realize u dont Like liKe them and dont wanna have a relationship with them..its bad..u kno that song GIRLS JESS WANNA HAVE FUN..thats so true except that it sux cuz i dont wanna be a whore..i mean i kno im not but i potentially could be...ok its fun and all but i like the idea of having a relationship! Is that so wrong? but i dont want one..its too high maintenance and im not high maintenance..i may think i am, but im not..u think u kno, but u have no idea!!!!

got damn..i jess realized today that i' been starting to talk like the boise..i been saying 'fuck no'