so it wasnt meant to be..think how good not meant to be felt and imagine how awesome meant to be will feel and feel better by knowing that something greater is out there..and that u dint expect not meant to be and yet it kinda happened..dont expect meant to be and it will eventually come and maybe also kinda happen..

On friendship: 'u were one of the greatest things that happened to me here' -from the oh so pimp ass jon b.
isn't it funny how one week can change so greatly from the next..how people have the ability to show u how great u are to them and then take it away the next just like that and show u how little u mean to them afterall..is it me? i think so much about this and yet im all thought out..i dont kno wat to think anymore..i thought being honest wit mah feelings was wat was most important, but of course i wasn't completely honest..i let myself stumble but not fall..i dove in much too fast..i dint want to but i couldn't help it..im not a horny toad i kno that..its like im learning more and more wat not to do so hopefully this helps guide me in wat to do..not that i wanna play games because that's something i want to never do..jess keep it real and not play games has always been wat i've tried to do..mebe some games are okay cus games are fun yannO?
wat's not fun? realizing u've lost one of ur funnest, i cant bring myself to say greatest, friends..i dont wanna give him that title..it jess feels wrong.