cat and jon are koo to hang out wit..who knew he was mormon..not that i got anything against that its juss that he's filipino and i used to think he was mesican..jon b and me were supposed to go shopping but that didnt happen..then we were supposed to go to 3rd st and we dragged cat along, but along the way we were like lets watch "a walk to remember" and then it was like 8 bucks practically..so then we saw rieber 2 south and we tagged along..it was koo and we went to some improv thing in westwood..its like across frum haagan daaz in case i forget where it is..i love local places like that that tourists wouldn't kno about..its tiiite yo and they ended up liking it..i thought jon would be like oh this is wack and shit like that but he was laughing all loud and shit..cat says yea now instead of yes! ok time to study on a friday nite? hmm...

eye yam sofa king we todd it - in camille's words..i wish i was not a balla butta gee watchu call dem mathmaticians be wearin collas then i could straight up miss the bus yet still hollaaaaaa..so i cant rhyme thats why i stay in anagryme baby all the tyme no but really wat's wrong wit me? there's this wonderful world out there but yet i never wanna join anybody..im missing out big time cuz i feel like i gotta be this or i gotta be that..wat happened to me? am i bein lost in the crowd..am i becoming what they call "a dime a dozen" wat's my worth?

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today was a really horrible day..it was all minor stuff at first too which is why i felt like i had no reason to complain or whine to anybody about it...then surprisingly i felt better after lab..but then derrik dat ho drops a bomb on me..ok he says it wasn't a bomb..but it was to me..and he tells me that he won't be back next quarter! i cant help but cry cuz im gonna miss him..even tho we live one building away from each other, but we seriously dont see each other nearly as often as i'd like..and i jess worry about him..im worried that he's gonna git depressed and do something and not tell anyone or that something else horrible is gonna happen..i tried my best to be like ok do wat u gotta do but im scared..not so much for him..but for me losing him or the possibility of me having to hear that something's happened to him from someone else..i feel horrible and my head hurts but yea im always talking bout myself and i'm seriously like the most self-centered person i can think of right now..this is wat he wants, he doesn't want ucla..i want ucla and i want everyone that i care about here to stay here and if not then well to come here! but its sad seeing someone else thats sad and trying to find their way because u think they're heading down the wrong path..derrik said that nobody took him seriously about leaving but the second he told me I knew it would happen..i didn't doubt it for even a second! before i had a chance to think about it tears were already building up and now they just wont go away..

yesternite was pretty chill..i tried to git high but that didn't turn out so well..who knew it was soo hard..i cant help it eddie, im too pure for this shit and u've known it all along haven't ya?..i cant deny it! i missed my orientation butties..it was chill up in there..good people, good food, good fun! i like the lil jam sessions we always have..its saweet and earl's like "u2 sound cute toogether"..thanks beb! landfair's pretty tiite..i never knew i never knew...saw surfer dan..hahaa earl was aching to talk to him or to have me keep talking to him! I see him everyday so it doesn't really do it for me! Iya's lil bru that's a sophmore in high school, however does do it for me! why i am an uncle fester molester? geazo..i was all red tho after like one beer..welps, i'm china that's fo sho.i can't lie nor can i deny so i jess fawkin tryf